(via racheluminous)
Being with you was the best. When i was with you everything was right. But then being with you became a hard test. When none of the anwsers were in sight. Everything you started doing made me sad. But i told myself its all good. Then i realized you were bad. When it became apparent you werent just in a bad mood. You left me without an explanation. And i begged you to get back with me. Then i saw your eyes see my capitulation. When i knew you would never anwser my plea. So now i think of your memories as a sin. Because your love is a battlefield i cant win.
I was the last one to move away. But when I did, the sandlot was still there.After Benny pickled The Beast, his reputation spread all over town. From then on, he was known as Benny “The Jet” Rodriguez. And the nickname stuck with him for the rest of his life.
(Source: invisiblechange, via mucklarkey)
// from invisiblechange
I tried to make her happy i really did i just read a post that just killed me inside i may not be passionate and may not have a beautiful mind to her but i am me and i tried so hard to be the person she wanted but i failed and my punishment is her destroying my heart she never loved me she never cared i cared so much about her and she never cared i had never before put so much trust in one person bit she screwed me over she was the only person that i had my defenses down when i was with her yet she attacks and seeing her post about how hes amazing and he captivates her just hurts me even more she left me for him and he is apparently better then me and i hate her so much i dont want to hate her but i do so much i love her so much and i cant stop why cant she love me back according to her post i never made her feel comfortable and i dont captivate her idk it hurts so much inside i dont know how to get rid of the pain she hurt me so bad and i want her to suffer but she wont she will just be happy as i lay here pretty much dying and she just stays happy she doesnt care that song is very true when a heart breaks it dont break even and my heart has taken all the damage
When she stopped talking to me i got that when she deleted me on facebook i got that as well but i dont get why she still wouldnt follow me on tumblr i follow her still because i like to check up on her but i guess i cant expect that from her she doesnt care about me or anything i dont understand why but she doesnt but thats fine she doesnt have to use tumblr to check up on me she doesnt have to check up on me at all
Im not truly happy yet but for the first time in a long time i feel like i can make it without her its very hard and what she did to me will always stick with me and probably will never go away she told me ill move on and she was wrong i will never truly move on because of the way she treated me but thats okay i may not be able to move on at least i can live my life. That is how true love is supposed to work thats how i know i truly love her and sadly that is how i know she truly didnt love me. If you really love someone you dont hurt them then get with another person a week later but thats okay i wont let her cruelty beat me no matter what i will be happy